My Bloody Valentine - Part 2

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My heart was racing; I began to feel sweaty and hot, I knew I had to get out of there before he could make out where the sound came from. Being 5’8 means I have long legs for a girl, so speed walking away was relatively okay until I made the mistake of glancing back and saw him looking right in my direction.

I’m not sure if he saw me, but it couldn’t be helped I had to make sure I wasn’t seeing things. My body was so hot; I could feel the sweat patches underneath my arms, I kept on wiping my clammy hands on my top. I was confused with no idea what to do with myself, but I continued speed walking and thinking how could he have kept this a secret from me after all these years.

After stopping to take a breather, I looked around me to see where I was. Yet again I found myself in an area I didn’t know, my only option was to get an Uber cab home.

It didn’t take long for the cab to come, I calmed down whilst I was being driven home. Only though that was racing through my head, was how to confront him or should I wait for him to tell me.

I am now 25; I met John when I was 20. Before I met him I was an angry child always getting into fights. The last fight I was in, I just remember there being blood on my knuckles and bruise above my left eye. Apparently I almost killed the girl I was fighting but I can’t really remember. John is the reason why I decided to cool down and change for the better, I love him so much, and it’s just that he doesn’t know about my crazy past, or that my dad is a police officer.

Finally the car parks, I get out, run indoors and head straight for my bed. I fall onto my bed with my face looking upwards. Uncontrollable tears started sliding down my face, my nose became runny, and I just needed my dad to hold me tight then tell me everything was going to be okay.

After staring into space for a good 15minutes the loud buzzing sound of my phone brings me back to reality. I didn’t want to pick it up so I let it ring out, but it kept on ringing and ringing to the point where I could feel myself getting annoyed. I went through my bag to get my phone to see 4 missed calls from John.

My heart started beating rapidly; I was so scared beyond belief, could it be that he saw me in the park? I was losing it literally, and then the phone rang in my hand. I literally froze for a few seconds before answering.

“Sandra! Where have you been?”

“….”

“Hello? Am I talking to myself?”

I literally froze, I didn’t know what to say but I had to say something quick before he noticed something was up.

“I’m here! I’m here! I just woke up properly stop raising your voice.”

“Sorry, but have you seen the time? It’s almost six I’m picking you up soon.”

“I’ll be ready quick I promise darling!”

“Okay then that is fine and also, I could have sworn I saw some that looked just like you today.”

“Oh is it? Where was this?”

“Near a park, you could have twin.”

“I doubt I do. Babe, I know this is random but how do you feel about children?”

“Hate them man so annoying…why?”

“No reason just wanted to know.”

“Shut up.”

“Wait what?”

“No not you sorry my little cousin is being a brat…but have to go now see you at 9pm”

As soon as the phone went dead, I felt a sudden rush of rage take over me. He just lied to me; everything he said over the phone was completely different to what I saw with my own eyes. I was intoxicated with emotion I had no intention of ever feeling, but how am I supposed to confront him about this?

I decided to go ahead with whatever he had planned, as well as thinking up a way to confront him. I was ready by 8:15pm, which for me is pretty fast considering I started getting ready at 6:30pm. He arrived at 8:30pm with flowers, chocolate, and a big card. I was grateful but I was still hurting, to be honest, I just wanted to stab him in the neck but that wasn’t the type of person I am anymore.

“I hope tonight makes up for all the Valentines I’ve missed,” He said with a big smile on his face.

“Yeah it will I can tell already, it’s going to be a night we both won’t forget,” I responded knowing that this night would change the dynamic of our relationship. I really want to stay with him but if he has a child that means there’s a mother and I can’t be involved in that because I’ll really kill a bitch!

We sat in silence for a bit waiting for the cab he called. When the buzzer rang he told me to put on my shoes and that he’ll be waiting in the car for me.

As I put on my shoes I heard John shout out “Gloria wait!” followed by a loud bang noise. I hurried to the front door to see what was going on, and then to my shock I saw John on the floor with blood flowing from his body. My body froze I didn’t know what to do. I looked up at the door and I saw a woman in all black standing right opposite me with a gun.

“So you’re the Bitch that’s fucking my baby daddy!”

My Bloody Valentine

14:13 mickz 1 Comments

There he slept, so peacefully inhaling and exhaling life as it swept all around him. The sunlight shone brightly through the oval window, lying on the tiled floor like sweet honey. I’m never awake before 9am but my excitement seems to have gotten the best of me today.

John and I have been together for 5 years, but this was the first time we’ve been together on Valentines Day. He normally spends it with his mother who’s in a care home, but this year she’s told him to spend it with me instead. I guess she feels bad for me, but I never minded because he always made it up to me the following day.

Time feels as if it’s stopped, I don’t want to be awake so early on my own. I nudge him softly, but he doesn’t move a single bit. I run my hands across his body from his chest and slowly going down towards his waist. His eyelashes start to flicker, I now know what I’m doing is working, I continue going lower until I’ve got his sleeping penis in my hand.

I’m so busy trying to get him and his penis to wake up, I don’t notice his eyes have opened and he’s staring right at me.

“You enjoying that yeah.” He says every so smoothly catching me off guard, but I can’t look at him in the eye I’m too shy, so I just nod. His left arm reaches for my thigh and he starts to caress them ever so slowly just how I like it. I feel his penis growing larger and larger in my hand; I look at him from the corner of my eye whilst angling my head backwards, I know what’s about to happen so I shut my eyes surrendering my body for him to do as he pleases.

John takes both hands and spins me, so now I’m on top of him, my heart is beating fast. Our eyes are locked together; suddenly everything around us disappears, as I look deeper into his brown eyes. He raised his head to kiss me softly; his hand is encircling the circumference of my bum, which makes me gasp. All of this was drawing me in ever so slowly; I could feel myself getting moist.

My legs started to quiver rapidly, I just wanted him to be all up in my already. Suddenly a loud beeping noise erupted out of nowhere, It was very close by to the point I thought I would go deaf.

“Oh shit, I need to get ready!” John said in a hurry.

“What do you mean get ready?” I said, whilst huffing and puffing as he rolled me back onto my side of the bed.

“Umm … I have to go pick up your surprise.” He said as he shot out of bed and into the bathroom.

“At 9:45am in the morning?” I said with a straight face.

“It will be worth it ,” He said as he gargled. 30minutes later he was gone, not before telling me to make sure I’m ready at 9pm.

The day progressed ever so slowly, it was now three in the afternoon and I still hadn’t heard from John. I didn’t want to be stuck at home bored, horny or alone, so I decided to go out and walk about. The weather was gorgeous, I didn’t realise how far I had walked until I realised I didn’t know where I was. There was a nearby park, so I decided to find a bench since my feet started to pain me. There were so many couples having picnics, I was so jealous because I had no idea where my Valentine was. I was slowly getting annoyed watching all these couples enjoying themselves, so I turned my attention to a man and a little boy playing with a Frisbee.

After looking at them for a while, I started to become intrigued as to how much the man looked like John. I could feel my curiosity getting the better of me with each passing minute until I couldn’t take it anymore; I had to know if that was him.

“JOHN!!” I shouted out loud into the distance.

Then to my disbelief, I saw him turn around quickly in a circle…….