Through My Eyes

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“You like this cock don’t you? Tell me you like it bitch.” A deep voice shouted from inside the room.

“Yes, I do love this cock.” My mum moaned back

**Door Creaks Open**

“Who’s this little kid?” The voice sharply said.

“Daniel shut the fucking door and go to bed,” She said in shock.


That was the first time I saw what mummy did, at the time I was 10 years old. Things changed drastically ever since my dad died in a car crash 2 years ago as well as mummy losing my baby sister before she was born due to depression. I’ve just seen her change over the past years I don’t recognise her, she smokes now and brings different men home for extra cash to pay the bills. I hardly see her anymore, I’ve realised that just like my dad and baby sis my mum is dead too.

I was on my bed counting down the remaining few minutes until my 18th birthday with Jamie and Sarah they were my closest friends.

Sarah was already 18, 5’5 tall, dark skin with long natural hair. She was the smartest out of us. I had a crush on her but I would never tell her, the only person that knew was Jamie. Jamie was 19 a year older than all of us, 6’1 tall, mixed raced with blonde curly hair; he got loads of attention from the girls because of his hazel eyes.

As for me, I was 5’9, brown skin with black hair and skinny but not skinny even though I have no clue what that means but that’s what people say I am.

“Are you feeling nervous Dan?” Jamie asked as he nudged me

I shook my head whilst trying to concentrate on playing Fifa.

“It’s not everyday Fifa sometimes switch it up,” Sarah said, kissing her teeth and rolling here eyes back.

**Doors Slams Shut**

“I think your mum is home,” Jamie said.

I stood up to go check, making sure I closed my room door behind me. I’ve never told Jamie or Sarah about what goes on in my life they just know my dad died in a car crash. So them seeing my mum with different men would just eat me up inside.

“Where have you been? It’s like 15mins until my birthday and who is this prick? You can’t do this to me not on my birthday fuck no.” I shouted, as i tensed my jaw and clenched my fist.

“Wait through that door ill be with you in a second,” She said to the strange looking man.

“Now look don’t take that tone with me boy, who do you think you are? I should beat some respect into you. I was out at dinner, I didn’t forget about your birthday, I am here aren’t I?” she snapped, with vein’s surfacing on her neck as she raised her voice. 

“Yes but never mind, I’m going to go sleep at Jamie’s house don’t want to interrupt you tonight,” I said then stormed off back to my room.

“Ok! Well happy early birthday, ill have money waiting for you tomorrow.” She said, whilst dragging her feet across the floor and into her room before slowly shutting the door.

I was soo angry how could she bring over a man to fuck on my birthday. My hate for her was building up each time she neglected me. I wonder at times if she even remembers that I’m her son and that we’re all that each other has left.

“Yo Jamie I’m sleeping at yours tonight yeah,” I said

“Yeah cool but what about your mum?” he asked, cautiously.

“Don’t worry about her,” I replied back. Knowing what she was getting up to was making me angrier and it started to show so I just pack a few things I needed and headed out with Sarah and Jamie.

Jamie lived on his own since he was 18 after his mum kicked him out. I still don’t know the reason why till this day but it’s not any of my business so I left it.

Now outside me, Sarah and Jamie were literally counting down to my birthday.

“Woo! 30 seconds left till you’re on my level.” Sarah shouting whilst dancing on the pavement

“You’re legal now bro haha.” Jamie laughed out loud.

“Jheeze its Midnight, Nigga I’ve made it!” I shouted at the top of my voice.

Sarah came to hug me and even gave me a kiss on the cheek, which had me wanting to jump around with joy, but I had to keep composure. We reached Sarah’s road after a few more minutes of walking. She lived 15mins away from Jamie so we kept it moving as soon as we reached her door as it started to get cold.

We had been walking for about 8mins, for some reason we saw a navy blue BMW car drive past us twice, which was very odd, but I didn’t really think much of it.

Jamie was on the phone to God knows who’s, but I knew it was a female, I don’t know how he kept them all happy but he did.

“Oi fucking dickhead!!” A deep voice came from behind us.

“Don’t turn around dan, I’ve been set up just keep walking when we reach the lamppost in front of us run and follow me,” Jamie whispered.

I couldn’t believe this was actually happening to me on my birthday of all days.  I was so confused but I didn’t want it to be the last birthday I experienced. As we reached the lamppost Jamie began to run and that set me off as well. I didn’t know where I was going I was just following him. I was breathing heavily, the wind was beating against my face, and I just wanted to stop to take a breather. We had been running for almost 3mins taking left and right turns; Jamie then looked back then started to stop running.

“I think we lost them,” He said, huffing and puffing.

“What the fuck was that all about man?” I said assertively, whilst looking up and holding my waist trying to catch my breath.

“Listen I'll explain later,” He said whilst trying to catch his breath.

Jamie didn’t know but all the left and right turns he took led us right back to my house, which was annoying. However, we had no choice but to head back to mine, as it was not smart to go back to where we had come from. I wanted answers to what just happened as well.

“We’re back at mine again, we might as well stay the night here instead of yours,” I said reluctantly. This was the last place I wanted to be right now but we had no other choice.

“Yeah you’re right,” He said whilst looking behind him then left and right. You could tell he was paranoid.

Now back home I went straight to my room with Jamie, I could hear my mum’s bed shifting and knew instantly what was going on so I turned up the music so Jamie would notice.

“Chill here whilst I get a drink,” I said

My facial expression could tell a story right now. I was not happy at all I was full of rage, this is the worst birthday I could have possibly hoped for and things could only get worse I thought to myself. Now in the kitchen pouring myself ad Jamie some juice I hear my mums voice but can’t make out what she is actually saying at first until I hear her the second time.

“No, I don’t like that! Stop it!” I heard my mum scream

“Shut up you stupid bitch! suck my dick.” A husky voice demanded.

Without thinking, I picked up the knife closest to me and stormed into my mum’s room. There stood the man who had walked into the house with my mother. Only this time he was naked and grabbing my mum’s neck. Without any hesitation, as I approached him he somehow managed to knock me to the floor with his huge arms and the knife I was holding dropped.

“What you trying to kill me fool? Do you know who I am? I own your whore of a mother!” he said arrogantly in laughter.

Now having put my mum down he was focused on me. He picked me up by my neck, I was gasping for air. His hands were probably the same size as my head times two. I started to feel dizzy wondering how Jamie couldn’t hear all of this. My eye’s started to wonder and that’s when I saw his balls hanging out, that’s when I lashed out at it with my legs.

“Argh you fucking little,“ before he could finish off his sentence, I managed to regain my breath and shove the knife that I brought with me into the room into his lower back. I then watched him drop to the ground with the knife still planted in his lower back.

“What have you done!!” she screamed

“What do you think, I’ve just stopped him from hurting you and killing me!’ I shouted.

Jamie came darting out of the room; he was in shock at what he could see in front of him. I was shaking as it hit me what I had just done.

“Dress him up! Now we have to carry him to the park and drop him there.” My mum said with a nervous look about her.

I was frozen I didn’t move or respond to what she had just said. My body became cold and I started to feel nauseous.

“DO YOU WANT TO END UP IN PRISON? DRESS HIM UP, TAKE OUT THE MONEY FROM HIS WALLET AND ILL DEAL WITH THE KNIFE.” She said angrily, whilst trying to stand up and assess the situation at hand.

Her tone of voice vibrated through my body and woke me up. Jamie lent me a hand and together we managed to take the knife out, and fully clothe him as well. Mummy washed the knife and removed the fingerprints.

The only task at hand now was for us to take him from the house to the park making sure nobody saw us.

“Okay, I'll go and check if there’s anyone out there so you guys can carry the body out,” Jamie said.

My mum and I nodded; Jamie went outside to check nobody was around. He called my phone and said everything was okay, so we proceeded to carry the lifeless body outside. I wasn’t the strongest and my mum was only 5’6 so it really was a battle to drag the body out of the house let alone her room.

“Don’t stop, our future especially yours is on the line here.” She kept repeating

“We wouldn’t be in this mess if you knew how to keep your legs shut.” I murmured

“What did you say boy?” she asked ferociously

“Nothing!” I said as my heart picked up in speed.

“You think I’m proud of this? I do what I do to put food on your plate after your father died I was dumped with a whole load of debt so don’t you go and judge me.” She said with tears rolling down her cheeks.

 I couldn’t understand her pain but I could see her pain through her eyes. We were still dragging the body through the alleyway. A few minutes later we reached the park where Jamie was waiting for us. We put the body on the park bench and power walked it back to the house, shutting the door and also putting the latch on it as well something that never happens in this house.

“So now what happens?” Jamie asked

“You two forget that this ever happened and go back to your normal lives that's what’s going to happen. Not a word to anyone about this.” She said whilst wiping the tears from her face.

“Agreed!” I said followed by Jamie as well.

My mum went off to her room to clean off the blood from the wooden floor. Jamie went off to sleep in my room; I went to the toilet to wash my face. I looked up at the mirror in the bathroom and I couldn’t recognise myself, felt like my innocent was gone, I was full of anger I wanted to beat the shit out of someone. Who knew turning 18 would bring so much change; is this what it means to be an adult? If so then I wonder what else is in store for me.

Now back in bed, feeling tired after tonight’s antics.

“Yo Jamie don’t forget to tell me about why you got set up in college!” I said as I drifted off to sleep

“Yeah just remind me.”


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Lets Chill Part 4

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There Jason stood with the phone clenched in his hand, the vibration of the phone was the only sound that could be heard in the room until Rochelle ordered him to answer it after prolonging for so long.

“Answer it then, what’s taking you so long?’ Rochelle screamed out loud

“Ok Ok look i'm answering.” He replied, then without wasting anymore time he loosened the grip he had on his hand so he could turn over the phone and see whom it was calling him…

To his disbelief it was a private caller, which didn’t make it any better, as he still didn’t know whom it was calling him. His thumb moved in to accept the call, his heartbeat increased significantly, he knew that his relationship was coming to an end and there was nothing he could do about it.

“Yo what took you so long to answer your fucking phon-,” before the caller could finish off his sentence he was cut off by Jason.

“Who the fuck is this calling my phone?” Jason replied with an aggressive tone

“Chill man its Daniel, you got any weed” he replied in his husky voice.

Rochelle was looked on in disbelief; she couldn’t believe what she was hearing…

“Bro I told you about private calling me, I don’t play them games but no I’m all out man”

“Really? Okay cool”

Then just like that the phone conversation was over, Jason now had to think on his feet to get himself out of this mess as the phone call being Daniel gave him a lifeline.

“So can I explain now? Since you have this whole thing confused” he said confidently. By now his heart rate had decreased but the pace at which his mind was processing different excuses had increased.

“Okay explain then…” she replied whilst taking a seat on the bed to take in everything she was about to hear properly.

“Basically what happened was I went to play FIFA with the boys like I told you. When I got there a girl called Chelsea was already there chilling it was my first time ever seeing her; Got introduced to her then started playing FIFA then she asked me for some weed, I had my last eighth on me so she bought it and that’s it. I fell asleep after waiting for my turn on FIFA then when I woke up I rushed back to you.”

Rochelle had a sorry look about her face; she stood up and hugged him tight. She couldn’t believe the conclusion she had jumped to thinking her beloved Jay would ever cheat on her. Meanwhile Jason knew he had just dodged a bullet he just escaped ending his relationship and literally knew there and then he had to cut all ties he had with Chelsea by blocking all form of communication.

“Sorry for accusing you baby but I’m still pissed off with you.” She said

“Wait why?... I don’t understand.” He said nervously

“Did you not promise me you would stop selling weed.”

“Oh shit I did but you know I’m not working right and Christmas is in a few weeks so I have to do a few things here and there so I get you presents and stuff,” he replied whilst breaking free from her hug and looking her dead in the eye.

“I’m still not happy that you’re doing it but promise after you get the presents no more selling,” she replied.

“I promise.”

Jason could tell she wasn’t convinced with his promise and on top of that, the way she was just standing aimlessly in front of him, he knew that almost finding Chelsea had drained her.  Her face was looking down at the floor, so he lifted it up from her chin using his two fingers on his right hand looked at her in the eye and kissed her.

“You know I love you.” He said whilst lifting her from where she was standing and walking over to the bed without breaking any eye contact.

“I Love you too Jay baby” she replied back to him whilst she was now being laid flat on the bed.

Jason had a cheeky grin on his face, he knew what he was going to do but the fact that she had no idea meant he had all the power. They were both already naked from their previous sexual encounter not too long ago so this made things easier for Jason. He started stroking her thighs up and down because he knew that’s something that turned her on. He then grabbed and caressed her bum making Rochelle take a deep breath in.

“You like that?” Jason whispered.

“I do.” She murmured.

Jason now slid his fingers across from her bum to her vagina, now slowly rubbing her clit in a circular motion, she started to moan and shiver as he sped up gradually. Rochelle knew she wouldn’t be able to contain herself from cumming for too long and Jason sensed this. He was now face to face with her pussy now, watching as her labia glistened in front of him. He looked up at her and she was looking back at him. She watched as he slowly shifted his head, he let his long tongue out, spread her so that he could touch her clit only and then he began to flick his tongue over her clit.

“Ah-uh-uhhh yes like that” she moaned out loudly arching her back as he gripped a hold of her thighs making sure she had no other choice but to enjoy every flip and twirl of his tongue.

Rochelle gasped out loud. Her feet began to tremble uncontrollably as Jason made her wetter and wetter, spreading her soft lips, until he was there, in the hot spot, chasing her clitoris with his tongue, feeling the wetness of her arousal on the tip of his tongue. It was the softest spot on her, yet it was hard and swollen with arousal.

Jason's dick was now rock solid, he let go of the grip he had on her thighs and tried to insert his dick into but to his disappointment she said, “No baby keep licking Im about to cum,” she said softly whilst grabbing his hand away from his dick and denying him any access.

Knowing that this moment wasn’t about him he continued, as he wanted to show her that he didn’t need to use his dick to please her. Rochelle’s legs trembled as she reached her climax; she felt a sudden rush of heat take over body as Jason pushed his face deeper in between her thighs.

“B-b-babyyyyy im going to c-cummm!” she screamed.

Rochelle could feel the burst of juices racing to escape out from her vagina she was satisfied with how her boyfriend pleasured her. Jason on the other hand was covered with her sweet juices; he now knows he has nothing to worry about; he is in the all clear with his cheating antics.

“Thank you baby.” She said


“Anytime babe.” He replied whilst wiping away all the wetness from his face and coming back to the bed to cuddle up with his girlfriend who now doesn’t suspect a single thing.

Weeks turned into months since Chelsea last heard or saw Jason. The last memory of him she had was the anxious look on his face when darting out of the house that night.  Every now and again she will uncontrollably reminisce about how perfect that night almost went, how he took her places she’d never explored before but the reality of it was that she was just a one night stand or what people like to call it nowadays a product of netflix and chill but it all came with its consequences that has now changed her life.

“Chelsea!!” Shouted Erica, she was Chelsea’s closest friend in uni although they didn’t hang out so much.

“O-oh yes I’m here you don’t have to shout at me,” she replied

“Well I have been calling your name for the past two minutes but you haven’t been listening…are you sure you’re okay?” Erica asked putting on her worried face.

“Yes I’m fine, just feel a bit sick and tired nothing I can’t handle” she replied nervously because she knew she was in desperate cry for help but she couldn’t let anyone know what had happened.

“Okay then let me buy this from this corner shop and then take you home.” Erica said

Meanwhile Jason on the other hand was enjoying himself with Rochelle. Events that had almost put Jason’s relationship at risk were long behind them. He made sure that Chelsea was a distant memory by changing his timetable times so they wouldn’t attend the same lectures and blocked her number so she couldn’t reach him.

“Jay Baby?” Rochelle said in her sweetest voice

“I’m not leaving this bed,” Jason answered back straight away. He knew her too well; she only puts on a sweet voice if she wants something done.

“A-awhh, why please can we go to the shop and buy plantain crisp,” she replied whilst pushing out her bottom lips and making her eyes water, as she knew that always gets to him.

“Urgh Fine!!” He said reluctantly as he was avoiding any chance that he might bump into Chelsea. So far he has been doing well to keep Rochelle indoors but he could tell she hated it.

“Yaay! Wear the tracksuit I bought you for Christmas as well you haven’t worn it yet and it’s almost the end of January” she said with excitement.

“Okay cool,” he said. Deep down if there was any way he could avoid going out he would especially with her.

Now outside Jason had his black hood up which covered his entire face so it was impossible to see him.

“Take that hood off, you look silly it’s even a nice day out” Rochelle said

“Nah I’m fine don’t worry about me,” he replied back whilst speeding up. He was paranoid that  Chelsea, will spot him.

“What’s the rush Jay wait up short legs can’t keep up!” she shouted whilst trying to use her short legs to catch up to him.

Before you knew it Jason had reached the shop, gone in the purchased everything he knew Rochelle liked to eat and snack on. By the time she reached the shop it Jason was done and ready to head off back home again.

“STOP! Let me catch my breath man what’s with the rushing,” She said as she stood in the middle of the pavement trying to catch her breath.

“Sorry I need to go toilet badly, thought I could firm it but I can’t,” Jason said whilst jogging on the spot giving the impression that he was dying to go.

There was a cab shop opposite the shop so he suggested they take cab back to the house. Which wouldn’t take any longer than 3minutes. He went over to the cab shop and to his delight there was a cab waiting outside, which they quickly jumped into.

Meanwhile he had no idea that Chelsea had gone the back route to her house after Erica had got what she needed to buy form the shops. She didn’t know that she was literally walking past Jason’s house the guy that had gone and changed her whole life.

“Ahh my breast's feels swollen and I'm really starting to feel nauseous,” Chelsea muttered

“Don’t worry girl literally after we cross this zebra crossing you’re inches from home,” Erica said to motivate her.

Now relaxed in the cab Jason removed his hood then took a deep breathe in and then exhaled. He felt like he had done mission impossible all over again, he was so confident that he started to wind down the window in the car to let air in.

The car stopped at a red light but Jason didn’t even notice that this had happened he was to busy singing out loud.

“I believe I can fly, I believe I can touch the sky, I think about it every night and day, spread my wings and fly awayyyy,”

“Why you so happy Jay you never sing and don’t think about starting now haha,” Rochelle said to him cheekily.
Before he could even open his mouth to reply another voice came echoing into through the car…..

“JASON IS THAT YOU? WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? WHY HAVE YOU BEEN AVOIDING ME? I’M CARRYING YOUR BABY!” Chelsea screamed out loud.

All her feelings turned into anger the moment she realised it was Jason in the cab singing out loud. If not for the loud singing she would not have turned her head left to look into the car and spot him. Jason didn’t know what to do he was still as a statue.

“BITCH WHAT?...WHO’S PREGANT FOR WHO?” Rochelle Shouted

Rochelle’s voice woke Jason up from whatever statue he briefly turned into, then the lights turned green and the car whizzed off. Erica was left shocked her mouth was left wide open, all she could say was, “Since when are you pregnant in fact since when have you been having sex?” Her question was the least of Chelsea’s problems as she could see the cab driver pulling up outside the house she initially walked passed moments ago and knew that’s exactly where Jason lived so off she went in that direction.

Rochelle had some many thoughts running through her head trying to make out what had just happened.

“Jay who was that?” she said her calm and collective voice

“Nobody” he replied calmly.

“Don’t fuck around with me Jay, she knew your name and everything…If you wont tell me the truth ill just go and ask her my self.”  She replied whilst stepping out of the car huffing and puffing.

“No don’t do that,” Jason rushed out from his side of the car to try and stop her but it was too late she was already power walking towards Chelsea. Just before she crossed the road over to where Chelsea was walking she turned around said to Jason, “If this is who I think it is and Fuck you we’re done.” She said whilst continuing to walk backwards facing Jason…..

***BEEP BEEP***

“Baaaaabe stooooppp!” he yelled out from the top of his voice.

“OH MY GOD!” Chelsea screamed

“SOMEBODY CALL AN AMBULENCE!”

Rochelle’s body was left laid out on the floor. She didn’t see the car that had turned the corner as she had her back facing the road yelling abuse at her boyfriend. Jason and Chelsea started running towards the body of Rochelle as Erica was on the phone to the ambulance. Once they both reached Rochelle’s almost lifeless body, Jason picker her up, with tears flowing down his bearded cheeks murmuring “I didn’t mean for any of this babe I really didn’t don’t die on me now,” Chelsea standing there looking on said “This is your girlfriend?” with a shocked and disgusted look on her face.

“Yes this my girl” he replied

“But you know I have your baby our baby!”  She cried out, and then turned around to vomit.

“Do what you want with it, right now this girl in my arms here is my main priority,” he said

With that said the ambulance came, Rochelle was put into the back of the car after the paramedics just about got her conscience again after several minutes of trying then her and Jason hopped in as well and off he went with her with no idea of what would happen.

Chelsea on the other hand would look on with Erica as the ambulance drove away but before doing so Chelsea gave one of the paramedics who happened to be a female, a note to give to Rochelle if and when she would wake up from her accident. The note said “My name is Chelsea, your boyfriend Jason is a cheat and has gotten me pregnant I am keeping the baby as well if you want to discuss further call me on 07956001274.” She also stated to the paramedic that it was important for Jason not to know about the not until Rochelle had read it.

Erica got up from sitting on the pavement, still shocked at all the events she had just witnessed and the breaking news that Chelsea is pregnant.

“Ay!!! Fuck him man, Chelsea you know what i'll be your baby father,” she said confidently pushing out her chest and grinning.

“Shut up this isn’t the time, just take me home please,” She said

“I’m being serious, i'll buy a strap on and work that bum of yours I’ve got the tekkers.” Erica replied back whilst jumping up and down

“If I make you God Mother will you just shut up and take me home,” Chelsea said assertively with her eyes rolling back with annoyance

“OMG OMG YES! I LOVE YOU!...SHUTTING UP NOW!” Erica was screaming down the road and jumping up in excitement.

“Haha shut up you make me laugh even when I’m trying to be serious.” Chelsea said with a small smile on her face because she knew no matter what came at her next she had Erica by her side.


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