Through My Eyes Part 7 – Jamie’s Story

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I'd been waiting for the morning for so long that, I barely believed my eyes when I woke up to my window rattling. The ray of sunlight beamed through the gap through the window almost blinding me. After a few moments, I regained my vision and saw the local kids up to their usual disturbances as they went to school.

“Oi! If see you guys making trouble outside my window again I swear I’ll come after you.” I shouted out loud

“Shut up smelly haha,” A voice said whilst scampering away.

I wouldn’t let these kids get away with ruining what I’d been looking forward to for ages. Today I was going to fuck the life out of Whitney after putting in so much work for months. She has the whole package, pretty face, big breast and huge bum. She’s a good girl who knows what she wants, but I’m not looking to settle down anytime soon.

I decided to take a shower because I wanted to look fresh for this evening. I recently got them new showers, they’re voice command, but I don't want to chat with my shower. Give me Grime and running hot water, that's all I want. As the hot water beat against my skin and dropped by my side, my mind faded into dullness and everything became a foggy illusion. The sensation of the steamy water calms me; it takes my mind off things. Then again I can’t help but think about my life up until this point. Being kicked out my house, living on the streets and dad going jail is something not a lot of people can say they've come out of okay.

After coming out of the shower I made myself breakfast, but me being greedy I made too much for myself. My phone started to vibrate on the table, saw Dan’s name come up which reminded me of the nasty mess he left in the other room. I can’t believe he vomited, but at least, he lost his virginity. I waited a few minutes before I called him back.

“Yooo! Bro, it’s been like forever man what’s up?” I said

“Yeah I’m good. Did you get my message if so come by later tonight around 7/8pm.” He replied back, but he seemed annoyed over something.

“Why you talking like that you sound bare off bro! Anyway yeah, I’ll be kind of late just going to a girls house to do a few things.” I cheekily said. He knows me well enough to know what I was really going to do I didn’t have to say.

“Yeah do your thing, roll thafe (safe),” he answered back. I was so confused with that response because it really wasn’t him.

“Wait why are you talking like you have a lisp? Are you Fool? No, wait you’ve been watching that hood documentary thing I bet.” I laughed out loud.
“Yeah, it’s a bad habit now but yeah later tonight,” he said. The phone went silent immediately, which meant he had actually hung up on me. The little idiot didn’t even let me get to ask about Paige. I haven’t heard from her in ages and neither has her sister, which is very weird.

I chilled for the remainder of the afternoon, playing my PS4 and smoking my weed. I inhaled slowly; my system was responding to the smoke, it felt like a warm blanket was wrapping my lungs. Taking small, slow puffs I felt delighted, there really was no feeling like this well after I ejaculated.  

Unsurprisingly I lost track of time, it was now 5 pm and it was pitch black. I hated how during winter it got dark early, and because of the incident that happened during Dan’s 18th birthday, everything made me very paranoid. Anyway, that couldn’t hold me back, so I got ready to go to Whitney’s place.

The air was damp and cool smelling faintly of a car's exhaust fumes. My Area just didn’t smell good at all, thankfully Whitney lived close by so getting there wasn’t too much of an issue apart from the many lefts and right turns you had to take. As I was walking I heard rustling sounds coming from behind me but when I looked back nothing was there. Wasn’t sure if I was hearing things so just to be on the safe side I went and stood in a little gap that I saw ahead of me to see if anything comes out or moves.

Whilst I sank in the shadows, I heard numerous footsteps and voices coming along.

“I could have sworn I saw him, come this way.” A deep voice said whilst moving around from what I could hear. I tried to take a look, but I could hardly see a thing it was too dark.

That’s when I heard footsteps chaotically spaced from the last, no rhythm at all very close to where I was standing. Whoever it was lacked confidence, and is likely scared. I started walking backwards knowing that I had to get myself out there until I heard a voice say, “Don’t move!”

My heart was beating fast; I had no idea what was going to happen. From the way they approached me, I knew they were scared/nervous and probably didn’t want to be here so my first thought was to reason with them. With my back still faced to them I said, “Whatever they’ve told you to do, you don’t have to go through with it.” I said, in the hope they'd listen to me but things just didn’t go how I would have wanted it to.

“Marvin over here, I’ve found him!” he shouted out loud.

Without a moment to waste I turned around and punched the person in front of me but it was too late four other bodies had surrounded me with nowhere to run away to. Everyone was dressed in black with their hoods up so it was impossible to make out who was who until one of them unflinching, unblinking, came up to my face. A handkerchief mostly masked his face, but I could tell he was the leader of the group.

“Do you know how long I’ve fucking waited to catch you since that night you got away from us,” he said in a menacing voice whilst I watched on trying to piece together what I had gotten myself into. Then it hit me that he’s the guy that chased Dan and me in the car.

“Whatever she has told you, she’s-“

Before I could even finish my sentence I took a heavy punch to my stomach. I was gasping for air, I didn’t see it coming. I fell to my knees clutching my stomach.

“You fucking dickhead, I know everything. Don’t try and lie to my face, I know you fucked her.” He said assertively. I couldn’t even reply back to him I was in too much pain. All that was going through my head was that his girl had really lied about the whole situation. I didn’t know she had a man until he came back to her house one day; I had to jump through the back window to escape before he saw me. She wouldn’t even acknowledge what she done when I called her to get an explanation. So I cussed her out, so this is her revenge for that I guess…fucking bitch.

“You’re a dead man you know that right nigga! Remember this face because it’s the last face you’ll be seeing.” He said as he removed the handkerchief from around his face and revealing his face from underneath his hood. My eyes couldn’t open wide in enough to get a great look but I did see he had dreadlocks and his skin was black a night.

I began to receive vicious kicks by everyone around me. All I could do was cover my face in the hope it would all end soon. Until I felt something penetrating my flesh.

“Arghhhhhhhhh.” I cried out loud. Not knowing what exactly had just happened to me but I was in serious pain.

“Marvin! Fuck this wasn’t a part of the plan let’s get out of here now!” Somebody said in total shock. Sounds of footsteps running away into the night are all I heard, I was too scared to open my eyes and see what damage had actually been done to me.


I’m not sure how long I stayed on the ground floor, but the pain that once burned like a fire had faded away to an icy numbness. Suddenly it had become very hard for me to breathe. I then heard voices, it seemed like they were very concerned with what had happened to me. I could lip read and managed to make out the word stabbed. I managed to take a glimpse of the ground beside me only to see blood flowing from me. Flashes of my life just appeared in front me; this was it I started thinking. I’m really going to die right here and all because of a lying bitch of a female what a way to go out. Oh well, I still fucked her good.



BACK TO PRESENT DAY.....

“Yeah so that’s pretty much how it all happened Dan you happy now,” Jamie asked me sarcastically.

“Piss off man! Obviously, I’m not happy I know what happened now, but I’m full of rage at the same time.” I said trying to not let my anger spill out. If Jamie didn’t center his life around females this kind of shit wouldn’t be happening.

Later that evening Me, Jamie and Sarah decided to have a movie night at mine. Sarah was in shock even after Jamie had told her some of the details as to what had happened. She kept stopping the film to ask if he needed anything and if he was okay.

“Are you sure you’re alright Jamie,” She asked sincerely.

“I’m fine, you’re starting to sound like my mum,” Jamie said whilst trying to use my PlayStation 4 remote to restart the film again.

“Soo how’s your Boyfriend Sarah everything good!” I asked. I don’t know what came over me to ask her this especially because of what she told me about him, also the fact that Jamie doesn’t know that I know made things tenser.

“He’s fine thanks for asking!” She said back to me whilst lowering her said and fidgeting with her fingers.

Jamie didn’t make a sound or move an inch. His facial expression said it all, he didn’t expect me to know this, it was obvious. The room was silent for another couple minutes until a loud banging noise broke the silence.

“Saved by the bell! Well, banging noise.” Jamie said with relief on his face.

I didn’t get up to go see who it was until another banging noise, louder that the first one echoed through my room.

“Erm aren’t you going to see who that is mate?” Jamie asked

“Yeah go check it out, Dan,” Sarah said.

Reluctantly I got up to go check my front door. As I opened the door I saw Andrew the police officer that was talking to my mum at the station and two more police officers with him. I was confused as to why they were here.

“Hello! Is Jamie inside?” Andrew asked aggressively.

“Yeah you know he just got out of hospital today and is staying at mine,” I responded

Jamie popped out of nowhere with Sarah holding him upright. “What’s going on I heard my name.” Said Jamie.


“Jamie Sanderson you are hereby under arrest in connection to the murder of Paige Littles. You do not have to say anything, but it may harm your defence if you do not mention when questioned, something which you later rely on in court. Anything you do say may be given in evidence.” Andrew Stated vibrantly.

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Through My Eyes Part 6

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We finally pulled up outside the hospital. I bolted through the pathway that led inside to the hospital; I couldn’t care less who I barged into, all I wanted was to get to Jamie. I approached the counter shouting at the receptionist to tell me where Jamie was.

“Sorry sir can you please calm down,” asked the receptionist.

“Just tell me where Jamie is you’re wasting my time for fuck sakes” I replied furiously.

“Calm down, what’s the issue over here?” A voice from behind me said.

I had no intentions of turning around to check where that voice came from until I felt a firm grip on my shoulder. As I turned to check who it was I heard my mum’s voice echo through the hospital “Andrew get your hands off my boy.”

“Cassandra wait this is your son?”  Asked the voice as I moved away from him to have a better look only to realise it was the same officer that was at my house asking my mum questions.

“Yes, that’s my son. Don’t you remember?”  She said angrily.

“Oh! Yes, I do remember now! Apologies, but there seemed to be some sort of disturbance here.” He said assertively, as I now tried to look over the receptionist desk for Jamie’s name.

I was getting very agitated because I was not getting the information I so desperately wanted. It was then that I saw a nurse with a familiar jacket so I rushed towards her.

“Hey, does that jacket belong to someone called Jamie by any chance?” I asked with hope in my heart.

“Yes as a matter of fact I’m going to give it to him now,” She said softly whilst clutching the jacket.

I didn’t think to tell my mum she seemed occupied with Andrew. So I followed the nurse to where Jamie was being held.  As we walked down the corridor, I kept looking into each of the rooms by the corner of my eyes. I hated hospitals so much ever since I saw the state in which my dad was in after his fatal car accident. My heart started pounding so hard against my chest, hands started rattling in fear, but I had to give off the impression that I was okay.

“Here we are,” said the nurse as we finally reached the front door to where Jamie was. She opened the door and went in first then I followed, but to my surprise there was a police officer there with him as well.

“Are you Daniel by any chance?” asked the police officer in a very assertive manner.

“Yeah that’s me” I replied back as I watched Jamie as he was fast asleep peacefully.

“Good because I need to jet off now he's fine, no need to worry the wound isn’t too deep he just needs plenty of rest now that he’s been stitched up.” He said.

“Thank you very much,” I said in my sincerest voice.

“I’ll be off now, I’ll be back to ask him more questions at some point.” He said as he left the room, the nurse followed him out before placing the jacket on a chair nearby. After they left I went to sit on the chair; I just felt so helpless, but all I could do is wait for him to wake up and take things from there.

“I think he’s waking up now.” A voice said.

My eyes took in every ray of light and without a doubt I know I had fallen asleep as it was the early hours of the morning. My muscles felt weak, just like my energy. I let out an agitated sigh, then groan as I stood up from the chair to stretch.

“Oh shit! Jamie.” I said out loud. For a minute, I forgot about where I was, but as my vision cleared up I saw Jamie sitting up against the bed talking to my mum.

“Watch your language.” My mum snapped at me.

“Yeah Dan watch your language,” Jamie said as he laughed at me.

“Are you okay? How long was I asleep for? What time is it?” I yelled out loud, I was so confused as to why everyone was so calm and relaxed it didn’t sit well with me.

“Daniel calm down you’re not helping the situation here, please.”  My mum said whilst giving me her not impressed face look.

“Yeah, Dan calm down,” Jamie said cheekily with a grin on his face. Even in his situation, he was still being his laid back self, trying to get underneath my skin.

“Argh! Jamie stop this isn’t a joke!” I said huffing and puffing out of annoyance.

“Auntie can I talk to Dan alone for a few minutes, please,” Jamie asked my mum politely.

“Okay, I’m going to go have a smoke outside.” With that said my mum left the room.

The silence of the room made my blood as cold as the winter air that crept through an open window. Not a sound could be heard either close at hand or in the far off distance. Even my own breath seemed to die as soon as it left my mouth. I clenched my fist and my jaw rooted, “So are you going to tell me what happened?” I said trying to keep my composure.

“There’s nothing to tell to be honest it is what it is,” He said ever so calmly which just made me snap!

“What the fuck do you mean there’s nothing to tell? How can you really say that? Is this all some kind of joke to you?”

“Oi don’t talk to me like I’m some little kid, watch yourself, little man,” Jamie said with a fierce look in his eyes.

I just wanted to understand what was going through his head at this present time but he wasn’t giving anything away.

“Okay cool my bad, but what are we going to do…in fact, what actually happened?” I questioned him.

“Haha! There is no we, I’m not getting you involved.” He said assertively

“You’re in no condition to tell me what I can do or can’t do and stop dodging the question man tell me how you got stabbed.” I barked at him. I think he could tell I wasn’t joking, and that I was really serious about getting to the bottom of this situation.

“Okay, okay I get it man, and I’ll tell you later today when I get discharged from here. I don’t trust these police officers they could have a secret recording somewhere listening to us right now.” Jamie said with so much paranoia on his face as he started looking around the room for anything unusual.

I could tell that this stabbing was going to change him. He was always going to be on edge but can you really blame him.

“Oh yeah before I forget have you heard from Paige?”  Jamie asked as he adjusted himself against the bed frame.

“Umm, who is that?” I replied with a lot of confusion.

“The girl man! The one you fucked at my house remember?” He said

I instantly remembered whom he was talking about although I didn’t know her name Jamie telling me her name now and thinking I fucked her means she hasn’t spoken to him about what happened.

“Oh yeah! Paige, I don’t know, I haven’t seen her since that night,” I said this with the straightest face possible trying to give the impression I didn’t care about her at all. After all, she was just a one-night stand.

“That’s weird then because I haven’t heard from her since then, and why did you tell your mum about her? She phoned me asking where she lived and etc.” Jamie said as he coughed and held his lower ribcage area.

“Long story but you take it easy, for now, okay, we’ll continue this when you’re back at my house,” I said as I helped him get comfortable again.

It was a very long wait for him to be allowed to leave the hospital, but eventually, he was given the all clear and we were allowed to take him home. When we arrived back at my house I helped Jamie into my room and onto my bed. I then strolled into the front room to see Sarah fast asleep on the sofa.

Her innocence was plastered across her face as she slept. At peace, her consciousness swirled in the land of dreams, oblivious to what had been going on lately between Jamie and me. It was for the best we kept her out of it for if anything happened to her things wouldn’t end well. I shut the front room door gently trying not trying to wake her up.

My mum went to her room to rest her head; I went back to my room to get Jamie’s side of things.

“Good you haven’t fallen asleep on me,” I said as I enter my room to Jamie sitting up with his serious look on his face.

“Yeah do you want to hear this or not?” he replied, without blinking or moving an inch, just with his head looking towards the ground and hands on his head.

“Yeah go on…” I said with an intense look on my face because yet again like Sarah’s story I knew I was going to feel a certain way after hearing what was about to be said.


“Okay! Before I start, bro you can't trust any of these bitches believe me….”

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