Thoughts

Do you ever feel like 'Life' is trying to squeeze you out of existence? Where everything you try and do never quite goes as you've planned; then you're there thinking about what other might be thinking about you. which then leads you to questioning everything decision you may have made and where it was ever the right one to make in the first place.

Right now I can honestly say I'm in limbo...not knowing where to run and hide; stuck somewhere and in need of help. Sometimes I will question my faith and whether or not God actually listens to me when i cry out his name in my deep prayers. My mind is plagued with all sorts of doubt at the moment, even with people who sincerely care about me and supporting me with every decision I make I still wonder is it all enough to get me through my current situations that I am facing.

Romans 8:18 - For I consider that the sufferings of the present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us. 

When I feel closed up and find that I have nowhere to run to since my faith is in question I turn to the scripture in the bible that is above (Romans 8:18). It gives me great hope and lifts up my faith and also reminds me that God is doing great things in my life or what I like to now say he has already prepared great things for me and he just wants me to have faith in him and through that, I will start to see and work towards them. So I've learned to give thanks to him every day for what he has done for me and what he is about to do for me because we tend to forget that he Is God and he can change our lives if we call upon him and have faith in him and his word.

The thoughts I've had tonight you would think I shouldn't have if I have so much faith and belief in God and his scriptures but what you tend to forget is that I'm Human and having doubts in life is a human thing. Its just trying not to lose sight of what you believe in is what I feel is the hardest part of being human because another thing that will influence your thoughts is what people or should I say "Society" thinks or says in and around you, but that is for another day or night alone with my thoughts.

Introducing Me

Hello guys and welcome to my blog...I go by the name Mickael but many call me Mickz...I Live in London well North London to be precise...I am a 20 year old male that is always thinking about new ways to express myself as I have a very wild but creative mind...I enjoy all kind of sports, watching cartoons and also thinking which I know sounds rather unusual...My Page will mainly be expressing my inner thoughts that I would like to share with the world as will other bits and bobs that interests me...So I hope you enjoy this journey.

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