Monday 1 June 2020

Lockdown - Part 2


It's been nine minutes since the message from Jade came through. In those nine minutes, I have rolled out of bed, thrown my phone back onto my bed, and paced around my room like some dickhead. 

WHY AM I FUCKING NERVOUS TO REPLY BACK!

I need to get a grip, fast or I'll make a fool of myself. 

**Buzz Buzz**

My phone vibrates again but this time I waste no time and lunge onto my bed grabbing my phone in the process. 

"Jade: I know it's selfish, especially with us being in a pandemic but I was wondering if you would be able to keep me company for a few hours. I understand if you can't x"

I read the message back three times just to make sure I wasn't bugging out. The girl I wanted to see all this time has invited me over but leaving to go would be the wrong thing to do. Of course, I've been to the shops, the park and long walks but this is different, this would involve me being in contact with another person. Has she been following the government guidelines? Has she been prancing about with other people? Does she have the virus and not know? All these things sent my brain into overdrive, I've been that same person cussing those that have been gathering together but can I really let this chance slide? 

Thirty minutes have gone by and I still haven't responded and it's getting later and later. Will I be able to sneak out of my house? Because my mum will not allow me to leave in this climate. Well, what she doesn't know won't hurt her and that goes for everyone else to be honest. I will keep a two-meter distance whilst I'm with her and everything will be fine.

She only wants company, I tell myself repeatedly.

Before I allow time to run away any longer I reply back to her.

"Sorry for the late reply I took a nap. I can keep you company for a few hours even though we have to keep a two-meter distance sigh"

I pressed send and felt like a load had been lifted off my shoulders.

**Buzz Buzz**

If not for Jade I would've switched my phone to silent by now because of this nonstop buzzing noise.

"Jade: Yay, 41 Wanstead Lane, IG1 3SF"

It was almost 11 o'clock and Uber had just notified me that it was outside my house waiting. This was the hard part, leaving the house without being noticed. Luckily for me, everyone in the house had their own consistent routine. 

It didn't take long from me to reach the front door, roughly 18 seconds if I was counting...which I most certainly was. Not one person in sight so I open the front door and close it slowly behind me. Next thing you know I'm getting comfortable in the Uber with my thirty-minute drive about to get underway.

Water droplets have been hitting the car windows throughout this journey. I didn't think torrential rain could be so shy, or could it be teasing me for the real action,  when I set foot out of this Uber.

After a few more minutes the car started slowed down and came to a halt. I looked outside to see a huge house along with an equally huge drive-through. 

I got out of the car and walked towards the only house in front of me, number 41. I have this thing where I call people to let them know I'm outside before I knock or press the buzzer.

"Hey, I think I'm outside," I say calmly.

moments later the front door opened and there she was stood right in front of me.

She had her individual braids inspired by pop smoke, I could see her perfectly shaped breast sitting gracefully. They were in proportion to her small frame with nipples that were contained and well defined, not spreading and stretched. My eyes lowered its gazed and caught sight to her curves but I began to feel paranoid...How long have a being staring at her for?

"Nathanial, you can come inside," she said knocking me out of thoughts. "I don't bite."

As much as I heard her speak my attention was firmly on her lips. I wondered how they tasted, how soft they were...I wanted to kiss her the first time I saw her but something stopped me. Would it be selfish if I tried tonight knowing that we're in a pandemic? 

I followed her inside and shut the door behind with thoughts of what intimacy with her might be like.



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