Was this even worth it…?

I need to get the hell out of here! This really wasn’t the feeling I was expecting after what had just taken place…I mean like how did lust really get me into this predicament? She’s here laying on top of me, my back throbbing because of how deep she imbedded her nails into my flesh whilst….Well that’s besides the point as all I could think about was my phone vibrating, on the counter next to me and knowing that it was Rochelle my girl asking me where I am.


Wait is she on the pill?

As my mind went into overdrive with ‘Oh Shit’ repeatedly, I still knew the most important thing was getting out of there within the next 30mins but there was still something about this Chelsea girl I couldn’t fathom.

Honestly I don’t remember how long we had been speaking for could’ve been weeks or months I have no clue. I don’t really remember talking about anything significant with her either, she was rather boring to be frank and took her time with her replies. I could tell she was one of them girls who liked to be on their own so it didn’t faze me plus I had my girlfriend so I don’t lose out on anything.

First time I met her…hmm wait let me not lie, initially the first time I saw her was from behind.  She was wearing tight light blue jeans, which brought out her curvy hips and made her ass just sit perfectly well…okay as you can say all I saw was her bum then she made a right turn into a shop so I got a glance of her face, I continued walking straight towards my destination. Hours later to my delight I would meet her again through a mutual friend so I thought why not ask for her number since I’ve now got a proper look of her and she is rather pretty.

After receiving her number, she would never let me come over to chill and watch Netflix that was annoying but one day she said yes which caught me off guard then I started thinking of that ass again. What I wasn’t prepared for was the events which happened next…..

(Doorbell rings repeatedly)

“Hold on man!”  I called out loudly to show how annoyed I was of all that ringing but at the same time walking slowly as I was not expecting anyone today. As I opened the door to my huge surprise there stood my girlfriend Rochelle.

“Hey babe, miss me” she shouted and jumped on me, whilst I’m still there confused at what is going on here.

“Weren’t you meant to come in a few days?” I said nervously but at the same time trying to regain my composure. This was arguably a huge dilemma as I was going to leave to go see Chelsea but now Rochelle is here ill have to postpone till later on but also making up an excuse to leave for a few hours.

“Yeah I know but I thought why not come early”.  At this point my head is spinning wondering why today of all days but I manage to crack a smile and reply with “you definitely surprised me babe…Oh Yeah I’m going out later tonight though FIFA session with the lads”. I say this in a gentle soft voice as if I’m a kid asking for permission to go play out with friends.

“Yeah sure I don’t mind I’m tired so ill be asleep soon anyway”. Shocked at her almost perfect response I proceeded to spend time with bae.

4 hours now pass by, with Rochelle is now asleep I could now set off to Chelsea’s house quickly although I’m almost 4hr 30mins late but oh well it couldn’t be helped she hasn’t got Uni tomorrow and she lives round the corner.

Finally I’m at Chelsea’s door I don’t knock straight away, I take a step back and fix my grey tracksuit a little make sure I’m looking Sauvé then I proceed to ringing the door bell.

(Doorbell Rings)

She opens the door and there she stands with her white vest and grey ripped jeans that really complimented her ripe curvy hips, from what I saw her thighs and legs looked so smooth I just wanted a quick feel but I could feel her gazing right at me exploring every inch of my body but I didn’t want to look like an idiot standing here unresponsive so I asked her…

 “Am I allowed in then?” I said assertively

“Huh? Yeah of course follow me” she replied, I could tell I brought her back to earth just by the confused response.

I smiled not to make things anymore awkward and proceeded into her studio flat where to my surprise it was quite big, nice just not something I was expecting so I knew she was paying serious money for it.

“Can I sit down here?” I asked her

“Sure make yourself comfortable”. She replied whilst walking to the far side of the bed.  At this point I just wanted to know what kind of girl she really was but she wasn’t giving anything away.

“What happened to 5pm huh?”

I froze not knowing what to say, started feeling seriously hot all of a sudden, heartbeat started racing dramatically, thoughts of Rochelle popped up in my head. I could see her looking right through me into my soul waiting for an answer so I just came out with it.

“Yeah about that sleep crept up on me and I took a nap, 9:30’s a stretch but since you’re off tomorrow I thought you wouldn’t mind”.  This had to be the most unconvincing thing I’ve ever said but I think I just about got away with it but was left with a huge grin on my face.

“So what film have you got for us to watch?”

“Hmmm…okay let sign into my Netflix account and choose something”. I responded even though I didn’t actually have a Netflix account of my own but luckily I know my friends.

Wasn’t really in a film watching mood to begin with so I chose Titanic because….well what female doesn’t like Titanic, she didn’t question it either.

Been watching the film for a long while now, I’m actually very bored not really paying attention to the movie. I readjust myself to make it seem like I can’t really see the laptop so I can move in closer to her. To my delight she lets me move in closer and I’m literally breathing down her neck however she doesn’t take her eyes way from the laptop screen.

“Are you okay?” I whispered into her ear in my most delicate voice

At this very moment in time I wanted her so bad, this sudden urge came from nowhere I could feel my penis growing in size and getting harder. She just about replied back with a nod and “Mmhmm” from her full lips that now had my full attention.

I could sense she was feeling the tension, so I adjusted to get even closer but in doing so she also adjusted herself and somehow brushed my penis with her hand. There was a short silence before I asked her, “You sure everything is alright, you seem like you’ve seen a ghost”.

“I’m fine”, she nervously replied.

“What about after this” I smoothly said whilst at the same time I leant in towards her, my fingers now creeping down her jeans undoing on button at a time.

She murmurs as my lips are drawn to her breasts. I rub them warm with my other hand, sucking her with my mouth, biting a little until she yells.

“W-w-we shouldn’t be…. doing this” is what I just about make her out to say

I already imagine how it feels to push my dick inside her and I shiver as a result. I want to tease her mindless, to make her moan and beg me to fuck her shamelessly senseless.

My hands now firmly inside her jeans I feel how her pussy is warm and wet and I am trying hard to keep my silent promise to make her beg for me. I want to hear her lust in her voice. Her voice turns me on like she has put a magic spell on it. I feel her body shaking, she cries out with a moan….

Not breaking any eye contact I gently whisper “do you like this” whilst my fingers are hard at work on her now soaking wet clit.

“Y- Y-Yess I do” she replied whilst nodding

“Watch me.” I demanded assertively, She looks so beautiful her cheeks brown as oak leaves, her skin warm from the heat rush of her moans.  My dick is hard as a rock; I can’t contain this burning desire for her anymore. I move in yet again this time pressing my hard dick against her…

“I can feel you… Your… Oh. God!” she replied is a shocked tone, her eyes lit up, I could see it in her eyes she wanted me inside her to the point where me removing her jeans and thong was done without any struggle or notice in the world.

I spread her flat on her bed, get on top of her and just gazing at her breast thinking I need to have those in my mouth and so I moved my body so that I could reach them better with my lips. I moaned against her nipples, feeling the weight of her perfect peaches. Gravity was doing me a big favour and the weight of her breasts on my lips turned us both on immediately. Chelsea’s breathing synchronised with my sucking, my dick synchronised with her breathing, twitching between my legs. She offered her breasts to me, one by one, all over again, squirming her body over me.

I hold my dick with one hand and rest the other on her stomach as I slide my tip over her. She is flooding with desire and her scent is strong in the air. She fills my senses with her presence; with her body so fully that I am hardly able keep my composure. I slide my dick slowly into her….

“Mmmh Jason! Yes” she gives out a powerful scream

“You like this shit yeah…?” I grunt and groan

“Yeahh! So don’t you dare cum.” She replies back which catches me off guard, I know then this is really happening she’s down for this fucking.

I change our position slightly and begin to fuck her with the very tip of my dick. I brush my penis against the wall where her G-spot is. My tip is thick so it adds to the friction. Suddenly she pushes me off of her, tells me to lie down then gets on top of me and begins to ride the life out of my hard dick.

“Argggh!! Don’t stop, keep it like this” I murmur back to her in anguish

“Oh Ja-a-son I think I’m going to cum!”

“Me tooooo urgh!”


Just like that I explode like a rocket inside of her, looking at her straight in the eye trying to regain my breath, whilst griping onto the sheets, I feel her body vibrating, legs trembling but some how she manages to wrap her legs around me.

(Phone Rings)

So here I am back again with sudden thoughts of Rochelle swamping my mind, plagued with regrets of what I’ve just done I know I need to now leave here. We didn’t even use a condom… one look to the counter near by to see who is calling my phone and to my distress I see ‘My Princess’…..

(Phone vibrates)

*Texts Message*

Rochelle: Baby where are you? I’m feeling horny come fuck me J x


My head drops…I need to leave Now!!!!!
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Where do I even begin…?


I don’t know why I feel the need to say this but I just want to start by letting you know, this isn’t the norm for me. I mean… situation-ships have never appealed to me or made much sense. Yet here I am with my nails anchoring them selves deeper into his flesh thinking… well that’s the thing there wasn’t much room for thought when it came to him.


Was this his plan all along?


As uncertainties rushed through my mind, met with an encore of untimely twitches in my thigh I was reminded just how easily my body gives in to him. Him being Jason


We had been speaking for a few months mainly aimless chitchat nothing seedy, as on the off chance I do talk to guys ‘like that’ I hate giving off a loose impression. I literally like keeping myself to myself. Yes I have friends but I love my own company. I get attention from boys but I know it’s because of my bum, which is annoying even though my friends call my really pretty face Chelsea.

The first time I met Jason, as hot as he was, he didn’t phase me. Not that I disliked him, but he was my least favourite out of his batch. The awkward, speak when spoken to type. So when he asked for my number I didn’t think anything of it. Just standard procedure, I’m rubbish with my replies so I assumed he’d get bored very quickly. Major plot twist he didn’t get bored and I found myself talking to him for months. He asked to come round and chill with me a few times but I always made excuses but for some reason on this day I said yes that’s when it all begun….

 

(Doorbell Rings)


“Coming!” I shouted at a higher pitch than expected, whilst trying to make sure everything was in place before tending to the door.  As I opened the door there he stood with his grey tracksuit staring straight at me…so I stared back. First his plump lips, which had a natural, glisten to them. Then my eyes slipped to the bulge of the muscle between his neck and his shoulders through his unzipped hoodie and deep V-neck tee.


“Am I allowed in then?”


“Huh? Yeah of course follow me” I replied as I turned sharply and headed up the stairs to the main door to my apartment


He smiled, then walked in and stood next to my bed just taking in everything in plain sight. My studio is quite spaced out so I guess there was a lot look at from my family pictures, posters and things I like to keep.


“Can I sit down here?”


As much I didn’t want him on my bed I had no choice but to say yes since there were no chairs.

 

“Sure make yourself comfortable” I said whilst walking back to the other side of the bed setting a strategic distance between us two.


Honestly at this point I was kicking my self for replying a bit too honestly to his “WUU2” text, I didn’t know what to do my palms started feeling sweaty, the speed of my heart beat increased, I just wanted to scream and shout. Catching him staring at me brought my mind to a halt…at this point I said the first thing that came to my head.


“What happened to 5pm huh,” I asked him


“Yeah about that sleep crept up on me and I took a nap, 9:30’s a stretch but since you’re off tomorrow I thought you wouldn’t mind ” he replied with a grin on his face. I didn’t know whether to believe him or not but I gave him the benefit of the doubt.


“So what film have you got for us to watch?”  I asked gingerly even though I hate watching films but what else would we do.


“hmmm…okay let sign into my Netflix account and choose something” he responded assertively. I don’t know what it was but I started to feel some sort of tension but shrugged it off.


The film he chose was Titanic, a bit random, but I’ve watched it a few times one of the few films I can bare so I didn’t really question it.


30 minutes in and things are going well nothing out of the ordinary. He asks me if he can move in closer because he can’t see the laptop properly and I think nothing of it so I agree. He is now literally in my personal space but my eyes are fixated on the screen.


“Are you okay?” He whispered into my ear


I felt a sudden rush of warmth take over my body, a flutter in my gut, the tipping point. At this point all I could muster was a nod and a cracked “mmhmm” and I couldn’t even get both actions to be in sync.


He wasn’t buying it at all and edged closer towards me, my heart started racing, I tried to shift away but the back of my hand grazed his dick! The shock was all over my face and yet I kept my hand there. When did it get so…hard? I should have pulled my hand away but I didn’t.

I swallowed, once, but my mouth kept filling up with saliva over and over


“You sure everything is alright, you seem like you’ve seen a ghost” he replied with a cheeky grin on his face.


“I’m fine,” I murmured, my voice barely clear


“What about after this” he slowly said and simultaneously leant in towards my neck and I could feel his hand opening the button of my jeans and sliding his hand down my tensed stomach, slowing down as he reached my navel and journeyed straight to where it has been locked away for so long.

 

My body was ready to give into him but I was screaming in my head because I knew this wasn’t right yet it felt so good


“W-w-we shouldn’t be…. doing this” I forced through my whimpers.


I’m here trying to fight off this feeling but I can feel the reign of logic slipping away and my body slipping under, its like the weight of his body on mine let him soak deeper into me before he even entered.


Then there was the roughness of his fingertips grazing my pulsating clit. He started off rubbing softly at first, finding a gentle rhythm …  before I could get familiar with it a moan left my mouth. I wish I didn’t do that…


Triumphantly, he leant in slowly, never breaking eye contact and whispered in my ear “Do you like this” his fingers picking up pace


“Y- Y-Yess I do” I replied whilst nodding. My lips grazing his neck met with a sample of how he tastes. I was slipping under; my body craved Jason, My mind already restless with thoughts of him pulsating inside me. I’m literally crumbling in anticipation!


“Watch me.” He orders, I’m bewildered as he pulls away, I don’t even know where to fix my gaze until his dark pupils command for my attention.


“I can feel you… Your… Oh. God!”  I moaned as I felt his hard dick pressed up against me. My mind was going crazy, I didn’t even notice that he had finally relieved me of my jeans and was progressing in taking off my thong.


He spreads me flat on my bed, gets on top of me and starts to tease me with his dick against my clit, whilst he watches my face as I opens my mouth to gasp from the touch but there is no sound. He eases my wet lips open with his tip. I shiver from anticipation my voice finds its way back to me in time to rejoice with a long groan as he slowly slithers/glides inside me.


“mmmh Jason! Yes” I scream out loud as he thrusts in and out of me slowly and then fast.


“You like this shit yeahhh..?” He groans


“Yeahh! So don’t you dare cum.”


For a split second I regain the reigns of my movement and I push him off of me, tell him to lie down and slowly I get on top of him and mount on to his rock hard dick. As my walls readjust I increase my speed. He begins murmur things competing with my moans and the thuds of my heart.


All I could think is “ I just need I take him in, all of him”


“Oh Ja-a-son I think I’m going to cum!”


“Me too!’” he says in anguish

 

My upper body tremors and gives way leaving us face to face, he looks into my soul as he explodes inside me, shivering and jerking, groaning, he grips my covers and I feel his cum still flowing out of me, from the depths of my groins. He is holding me tight, whilst I weakly wrap my legs around him, even though we are laced in a sheet of perspiration, a cold reminder of the things we have just done.
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Ever been in soo deep that you can’t even remember how you got into the predicament you face yourself in….?

All started from a hello/text/follow back on twitter or whatever source of interactive communication. 

You’re looking back trying to figure out how something can start out so innocent could end up being so complex.

Knowing what it was from the beginning can you really place them at fault let alone be angry with them?

Constant warnings ignored…

Trying not to peruse what your heart wants because your head is telling you what you want isn’t what you need. Your Stubbornness won’t listen to your head even know though you know the left turn you are about to take is not the right one.

Paths cross and nerves are all over the place anticipating each other's move whilst thinking about who will make the first move or if its right to make any move.

One thing then leads to another and you find yourself doing what feels so right but you know is wrong.

No hints of regret because you have enjoyed what you have just done but a sense of disappointment because you wish they were under better and less complex circumstances.

Now sitting at home having flashbacks of what’s just happened but now have to ask the question because about the forbidden route you now find yourself in.


“So what happens now seeing as you have a Girlfriend/Boyfriend?”
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IM BACK!!!!

It's been a very long time since I've done this.

For those that actually do read my posts i really appreciate your feedback it actually enables me to continue writing.

Well like i said I'm back and back with a lot of things to say which could be seen as controversial but that's for you to decide. 

Its been a funny year with more downs than up's.

Seen and experienced things i thought would of never happen to me. 

Right now i can say I'm on my feet again but i couldn't have done it without the BIG MAN upstairs GOD and a few people that stuck by me.

I realised that faith isn't just praying in hope that he will answer your prayers. Its thanking GOD for what he's about to do even before he's actually done it. 

Life is a funny thing but i will elaborate in other posts in the upcoming weeks/months hmmm.... wait maybe when I'm done with exams i'll just bombard you guys with post after post.


So until then thank you for being patient with me.
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